Tuesday, January 19, 2010 @ 1:27 PM
cant be much bothered , really . be it th delay or th chemo . NOW I DONT CARE WHEN IT'S ENDING as long i get to spend my cny ;D tht's a simple one yea . i really cant be bothered anymore with th delays and chemo alr . do it or not , its not my business . its because , ev.time when i see light in frnt , in my path .. i tend to be v.happy . EV.time , E V E R Y ! when im nearing th light , why must thr be so many obstacles or rather unneccessary stuffs pop up . resulting me , unable to rch th end . now im just left with IT , 6 cytarabin { 2 leftover due to neutropenic fever } and oral chemo . it just so simple . its just like 3 more steps to the end , why must it seems like , eternity fr me to rch it ? im simply flare up sometime , in my mind this is wad i think , " god , you have seen enough and i've been thru enough , 1 yr of your puppet , im all along play th script you rote . why must my be so many obstacle one ? maybe its time fr you to change my script . a happy ending one , isnt it ? " but after tht i would still thank god . cos , rethinking , my life wasnt so tragicful . tho , i have this illness , but my family didnt abandon me :D my friends didnt ;DD . and im blessed to have a dad and mum who cares <3 im more blessed than some others out thr , at least , i have a roof , 3 meals . so things wasnt tht bad either :D andand , some stuffs wouldnt be here if i wasnt sick {:
thts me (: cos i believe things have both bright and dark side , its just how you look . and my view is always on th bright :D |
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